Happiness

Apa sih yang bikin orang bahagia? Gimana caranya biar bahagia? Kenapa gw gak ngrasa bahagia?

Well, bahagia itu sesuatu yang emang ga bisa dilihat.. Tapi bisa dirasain.. Kayak kentut *uppss bukan gw loh yang kentut :3

Kenapa gw gak ngrasa bahagia? Mmh sebenernya bukan alasan si ngrasa nggak bahagia nya itu.. Mungkin emang pikiran kita aja yg tanpa diduga biasanya cenderung negatif.. Liet temen bisik" ngrasanya.. Wah pasti lagi ngomogin gw nih.. Apa yg salah ya am gw? Kok mreka gtu sih ama gw? Padahaaal.. Belom tentu bener.. Bener pun mreka ga bakal ngaku.. Kenapa mereka gak ngakuu? Ya biar ga ada bentrok lah.. Biar semua aman terkendali.. Lah trus apa hubungannya yak ama happines? -,- gak nyambung gpp deeh.. Whatever..

Balik lagi deh masalah bahagia.. Pernah ni gw liet d oprah.. Kalo aja kita mw luangin waktu 5menit aja buat menyendiri.. Relaksasi.. Nafas secara teratur.. Biasanya sih gw nglakuin ini pas bangun tidur.. Rasanya masi tenang.. Buat nafas teratur enakk bgt.. Bikin pikiran plong.. Siap mulai hari ama sesuatu yang positif itu biasanya sampe hari itu selese aura menenangkan bakal masi nempel di diri gitu..

Bahagia menurut tiap" orang itu pasti beda".. Dari ukurannya.. Tingkatnya.. Meaningnya buat diri.. Ada yang punya banyak duit itu dy bakal bahagia.. Tapi ada juga yg cuma bisa nolong orang itu dah bahagia banget.. Kebahagiaan ternyata ngaruh juga ama kepuasan, mmmh.. Kalo kita puas ama apa yang uda kita lakuin.. Pasti rasnya bahagiaaa banget.. Meskipun cuma hal kecil doank..

So.. Apa sih yg bikin gw bisa bahagia? Yah kalo menurut gw sih yang bisa bikin gw bahagia itu.. Gw bisa ngelakuin sesuatu yang meaningful bagi orang lain maupun diri gw sendiri.. Jadi gw bisa puaaas ama yang uda gw lakuin.. And thats will make me more happy to life..

Bikin hidup lebih hidup! Do what you think.. What you feel.. It's meaningful.. Wonderful.. Then, you'll definetly smile like ^___^ this!

Without heart

I don't want you to leave
But you're still separating from me
If i said, "Don't Go"
I couldn't keep the tears from falling
I tell my self..
It's okay
It's okay
It's okay
How come loving someone can cause you so much pain?

I try my best everyday to hold those tears in
But i keep struggling
Whenever the thought of you comes to mind, my eyes get teary
I'm still waiting here, i won't give up
Thought it's goodbye, i don't believe it
My heart, can't take it anymore
Everyday, i'm always enduring the pain alone
Because of you, i can't seem to let you go, no matter what
Even now, my heart still calls for you

Thought my heart is pain
I pretend that it doesn't hurt
When i see you, i put all my effort to put a smile on your face
Thought i secretly hide my painful heart
Not letting you know how i feel
But now, i want to express everything in my heart

It's time to say our farewell
But my hands won't let go
If i said i cared about you
Will it even reach to your heart?
Won't i just cry
Just cry
Just cry
But letting all the tears out, won't cure my scarred heart
Don't leave me like this

I often acted like an idiot to make you smile
I can't do anything without you here, my soul is dead
No.. We can't part our ways like this
Without your presence, the pain is killing me alive
Thought i say it's okay without you
You're not like any other friend i've had, my feelings were true, no lie
I felt like i'm actually important in my life
How do you expect me to leave everything behind?

Althought it's hurting my heart
I just can't seem to let you go
Thought it's not our graduation
It feels 10 times more painful
How can i smile
I smile
I smile
If i can't even say to you that, "i love you"
Why am i like this..

Come back, where you and me can be together
Let's laugh, smile gently at me, so i can treasure this moment
Smile softly, like the moments we had before..

Thought it's time to say good bye
But what else can i do?
It's better if i'm left without a heart
So i won't have to take this pain
Let just stay together
Stay together
Stay together
Please turn around and see how much i've cried for you..

please don't

don't look back..
don't look at me anymore..
please don't do it

i can't handle it..
i must be strong..
i know i want..
i know i can..
please don't

oh come on! you should be ashamed
who do you think you are?
don't.. don't.. and don't!
don't dare you..
please don't

it's done..
let the pain go away..
it's enough.. for the time..
dont hold me back..
please don't

let the time goes bye..
don't ever looked back..
please don't
locked it! yes.. right there!

miko!

tiap malem minggu nih ya.. buat yang lagi jomblo jomblo ato punya pacar.. yg lgi jauh"an deket"an.. wajib bgt ni ga bole ketinggalan ama acara tv yang kereen beud satu ni.. judulnya malam minggu miko.. dimana dsini ceritain kehidupan di rumah kontrakannya miko/raditya dika si kambing jantan terjantan sedunia.. ryan yg juara stand up sesi1.. am mas anca pembokat yang juga nongol di tu film..

ceritanya kocak abis.. asli kreatif sii radit.. kalo pun ga bisa liet atopun ga sempet liet.. di yutub banyak abiis yang bisa dliet ampe puas.. ampe guling" dah tu gara" konyolan mereka.. search aja malam minggu miko.. langsung nongol dah tu..

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